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Name: Jessi
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Birthday: 7/5/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Comics, magik, anime/manga, videogames, painting, cooking, drawing, smiling for nothing
Expertise: Nothing paticular, knowing how to cheer people up, conversations with dead people, being open-minded, history books, old books that smell of rotting leather, vampirism, weres... generally things that can't be explained
Occupation: Art Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  sleepevilangel89
MSN: ceres_maiden_19@hotmail.com
Member Since:
6/6/2004
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| I love seeing my finished film, after taking all the time in the darkroom, playing with all the chemicals, and patiently waiting for it to dry.
It was the most riveting feeling I've had in a while, I literally felt teary eyed.
My first art table is this upcoming weekend, I'm so nervous. But excited. This is the next big thing in my life, I really don't want to mess this up. And I'm not letting anyone ruin this for me.
Not even my friends who want to "help" me. | | |
| When I grow up, I want to marry a red head.
Life seems to get harder to focus on. I'm twenty years old, and I'm not exactly where I want to be in my life.
I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
I've been making a lot of mistakes. A lot.
I need someone to pick me up and give me answers.
Maybe I need a Dumbledore, too... | | |
| I figured I would update for the first time in a few months, let's get the rough topics out there. - I visited my dad in England. He's officially returning to New York this summer, and my family will once again be whole.
- I broke up with Doug in December because I couldn't deal with him being immature and never there for me anymore.
- My paternal grandfather died in January. I admit, as much as I didn't like him, I cried.
- I got my heart broken by my best-male friend, Ari, because despite how he feels about me he's afraid of getting hurt in a relationship again. The best way to handle it, for him, was for him to not see my for 2 weeks straight out of fear of hurting me. Just did the opposite.
- I'm in a sudo-relationship with someone I'm not sure I even have feelings for. I mean, he's extremely handsome, athletic, and studies architecture. But... We don't click to me.
- I'm writing a children's book because I'm that bored with myself.
Yeah, main topics of my new year... I want an escape. | | |
| Wow, haven't updated this in a while... I feel pretty strange now-a-days. I feel kind of... unfocused. Like I'm just waiting for something and it hasn't come yet. But the problem is, I have no idea what I'm waiting for. I'm just... waiting. | | |
| It's Monday! That means I fly out Friday! That means I see Doug in four days!!!! *squee!* I emailed Dad on Friday, but I haven't heard back from him yet. He's been so busy lately I barely hear from him. It gets so fustrating like... "DAMN IT I WANT MY DADDY!!!!!" Miss that jolly fat man... And he's not even Santa! But he's my daddy... Oh, for anyone who knows, working two jobs SUCKS. Even if it is just babysitting. For the parents have a tendency to lie about who late they're going to be and how many childern are going to be in the house. Jesus... At least they're going back to Germany. To a happy note... ONLY FOUR DAYS!!!  !
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